I have this fantasy...

I will fuck up again and you will be livid. It starts with screaming and spitting. It escalates to you throwing me against the wall and me crumpling to the floor, cowering in fear. The thud of my body hitting the wall is your trigger and there is no turning back until it's all over. You no longer bother with the screaming, your anger concentrated at the ends of your fists, the toes of your boots. You never hit my face, but my body bears the scars of your rage. It is a rage that I covet. I push. I prod. I provoke until I feel the crack of my ribs, the pain pulsating through my body. That is when I can finally relax. I stop struggling. I inch away from the wall towards you. I turn my body till you notice my ass and how it quavers slightly from my ragged breath. I can tell you're hard before you even strap on your dick. You don't even bother to strip me. You know I will do that for you. Is my ass red enough for you to fuck? You stand behind me with your rubber cock angled at the cusp of my cunt. You know I will not beg you to fuck me and I know I will pay for this. You will spank me with those heavy rings until I bleed and you will continue until you're satisfied. I have no say in this. I will not move except to squirm for your cock. This only makes you stop long enough to reach up to yank my head back and then I know you are almost ready. I will not scream when you shove your cock in me even though you're so deep inside me the buckles on your harness dig into the cuts on my ass. I will not scream because you like to wrap your hand around my throat. You will fuck me until I swear your dyke dick has shot your load in me even though I know it's not possible. Then, you will keep fucking me until you come again. I will wish I could thank you but I will not be able to speak. This is the part that hurts me the most. You will wrap yourself around me, my back, raw, will burn and sting from the heat and sweat of your body. You will stay there and tell me what I good boi I am and hold me till I stop shaking. This is the part that makes me come.